Everytime I try to fly... I fall without my wings.

Monday, August 30, 2010

I used to be very talkative in my 'new' class and I could get along with almost everyone in my class...just because I started to become myslef which is what you would call me having mood swings. Sometimes I would be very hyped up and sometimes I just want to be left alone and enjoy the peace...they call me emo when I just want to be left alone...I just can't figure out what is wrong with them. Now whenever there's a crowd somewhere i'll prefer to be at the sidelines even though i yearn to be in the limelight...but I know that will never happen to me. The limelight belongs to some of the rest of my classmates...an example is even though they knew it was my birthday they didn't buy any presents for me but when it's other's people's birthday and they're famous they'll buy their birthday presents. I'm just sick and tired of this...I don't want to be part of anything anymore...but if you need a listening ear i'll be more than glad to listen to your problems and i promise you if you do not want this information of yours to be leaked out, just tell me. I can ensure you it will not, all i'm asking you is just to be honest with me. Don't make use of me because if I find out our relationship is over and never ever EVER lie to me...the kind of people I detest the most are those who lie to me. So now that you know, the choice is up to you...

3:26 AM
Kitty Pianist

Friday, August 27, 2010

Sorry for the late update...was busy for the past few months studying...hope you can forgive me...

7:11 AM
Kitty Pianist

I really hate the feeling when i'm being cheated on...someone wanted to be my stead, I said alright, the next day he tells me sorry... I have another girlfriend who is busy for the next one month so i just asked you to be my girlfriend. And guess what? This is the reason why he didn't want our relationship known...I'll act as if i still never had a boyfriend. And I'll never have one, I don't NEED one. I don't care anymore...I don't trust them anymore...I just can't...

7:05 AM
Kitty Pianist